canteen setup:

 i was sitting alone when boy sat in front of me.. then i asked him if he wants a jellyace.. he said yes and ate it immediately.. boy then asked if i have more.. i gave him my last two.. at this point, girl joined our table and sat beside boy and teased him about eating kiddie foods.. boy just laughed and continued eating.. after eating the two jellyaces, he again asked me for some more.. i told him that i already gave him everything i had.. boy frowned.. he then started talking to girl (i can't remember what they were talking about), completely ignoring me.. then he started to make fun of me and girl even joined in.. when i can't take it anymore, i walked out of the canteen..

(blur of other events here.. i can't remember anymore..)

backstage setup:

i was walking around looking for someone (again, i can't remember who).. all of a sudden somebody tapped me on the shoulder.. i turned around and saw boy holding out a t-shirt to me.. he said that the shirt's mine.. a gift.. and that he was sorry he acted the way he did.. suddenly, someone shouted that the show was about to start.. wonderful music fills the air.. i can hear the intro part of a favorite song..

(favorite song playing)

my alarm had gone off.. time to wake up..

within one week, i've been to three pupil gigs.. 

wednesday: xander's bar

friday: suburbia

sunday: ever ortigas

i had fun.. especially with the company of my pupil gigmates: sue, weng, scheng, traicy, amita, lhen.. i've only known these guys for almost a month and yet we get along really well.. kulitan to the max.. i felt like i've known them forever..

anyway, back to schoolwork na uli.. research mode muna ko..

i admit, madali akong mainis.. pero madali din naman mawala.. like if i got annoyed with you this morning, by night time or prolly the next morning, everything's forgotten.. after all, i don't see the point of pagtatanim ng sama ng loob.. for me, it's like "i'm annoyed with you right now, but tomorrow everything will be back to normal and we can move on".. unless you constantly do things to annoy or provoke me, that's another story..

now i'm starting to get really annoyed with a certain group of people.. i've distanced myself from them na but somehow fate keeps making our paths cross.. in really tight situations.. i really have no idea of what happened this time.. but somehow i'm stuck and accused of something i don't even knew had happened.. pero sige, i'll take responsibility.. ako na ang mali.. ako na ang may kasalanan..

ayoko ng issue.. i hate conflicts.. pero somehow, i always get stuck in one..

my life is so twisted..

finals week na.. 3 exams + thesis = sleepless nights.. i'm seriously lacking sleep.. that's why i'm still sick.. yes, i'm still sick.. coz i don't have enough rest.. when i am resting, i still get bothered just thinking about the thesis.. sheesh..

and i'm seriously thinking about moving.. where?? i'm not sure yet.. prolly at livejournal.. or maybe stay here but with a different site.. i need a change.. badly.. i'm not happy with this anymore..

ok, i'm blabbing.. geez, i think i need sleep really bad..